After getting the pass you haveee to pass through this veeeeeeery narrow place filled with people trying to convince you to join their camps....
Yess im not VERY tall (tall enough) so hence all of them are ahemmtallerAHEM then me, thus looking totally intimidating. AND GOD DO THEY KNOW HOW TO TALK~~
Anyone who knows me KNOWS I dont like CAMPS i've neeeevver gone to a camp (unless damn cool, like the bug catching camp in NUS/Jwss) in Secondary school..(im anti social you see)
SO hence....GOD I CANT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED.
ITS SOOOO SCARYYY..
No Jeslynn, bringing Phoebe is NO USE, the intimidating-ly tall people will mob you MORE! KIDNAP COCO FROM KAIXUAN! (Coco looks intimidating, even though pretty useless in terms of being an attack dog..)
Heeeeeey's
Blloggging again, yes i know no life :(. Can't help it, poly's not starting as quickly as it should be..
Yes i can't sleep, 2.30 in the morning feels like it's 8pm or something..This is really bad for my skin, but i really like the kick for sleeping till noon, i think about you a lot less now, YAY! (no comments about the dreaming though).
Just this week i've been to the doctor's for my appointment again, guess what!! This time i don't have to get any jabs! This after 9 appointments and a LOT of injections. The next checkup is in June (the doc decided he didnt need to see it every month anymore) and hopefully it'll be the last.
I'll really miss wearing earings, now looking at the earings i haven't had a chance to try on i think: "this sucks", but NO WAY am i EVER going to risk going through all that again.
I reeeeeeeally thank people who tried not to freak out while i still had "it", people who cared enough to ask as well as people who were sensitive enough to not mention it.
When i had "it" i felt like it was the end of the world. I didn't break down (cept in front of the bestest friends), no that would'nt be me, i kept a smiley mask, i was immune to all comments, hurtful, insensitive questions. Suuuure it wouldn't kill me, but i think it left a great impact on me. I had a crush then. When the doctor asked if i wanted to do it after O's (just in case of any mishaps) i insisted to do it as early as possible. ANYTHING as long as i wasn't the "freak" anymore. All the talk about "the inside that counts" thats
nonsense.I can't wait to meet new people, i can't wait to see him. I wonder if he really is the one.
I had a dream quite a while ago. It involved me and a guy (no details :P) and just the other day
i saw him. Having mixed feeling about finding out if he really is the one. If the dream came true, that would mean we did'nt last because he certainly was'nt the one i married (in another dream). But then again it can be changed right?
I wonder what will happen.
ARGHHHHHHHH!
Me wannnnnt a doooooooooooooooooooooooooooog.
sigggh
i reeeeeally wanna voleenteer to help out at this animal shelter butbutbutbut..
1) Its in Lim Chu Kang and apparently: "The ARC is located in Lim Chu Kang and is quite inaccessible
if you don't drive. Getting there by public transport involves taking an MRT to Kranji station and either continuing the journey by taxi or taking a bus and walking a distance in the sun or rain."
2) They "have
no need for those who can only help out at the ARC on an ad hoc basis as it is detrimental to our dogs' welfare."
3) Im going to get my student pass all aloneeeeeeee (mummy and daddy dont wanna wait for meeeeee)
It'll only be a miracle if mummy decides to "drive me to the shelter (bonus if there's a return trip)" every sat!
OR if i get my licence (not till next yearrrr)
But chances of me getting those by this year is the equivilant to me standing on a railway track thats no longer in use..and getting hit
OR (as bala likes to say)
bang down by a car
sigggggh my dayy is getting better and better....heeeey wait its night..(excuse the pun)
SUUUUUUURE she got you an iphone3G
but what reeeeally mmakes you convinced that she REALLY loves you is when she gets an iphone3Gs for herself a few years later.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL the irony
when i dream of you i can't help but smile, but at the same time my chest hurts...